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You want to stop here?

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Okay.

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Dear Red Shoes,

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I have one question for you.

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Can you ever really, I mean really, go
home again?

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Is it possible to rekindle that one
grand giant flame you left behind?

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I guess you can say my story is about
that.

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You look beautiful.

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How was your trip? How's Chicago?

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Hot, muggy, lonely.

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You know who that is?

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You blew into town Tuesday.

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Rodeo season is over.

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He's moving back onto the ranch for the
in -between.

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Sweetheart, I wish you'd eat.

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Sorry, Mama.

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I guess I don't have much of an
appetite.

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I guess five years is the most you can
expect from some marriages.

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How'd you and Daddy do it?

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Your Daddy used to say the reason it
lasted so long was because we never went

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bed pissed.

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And that wasn't the only thing Daddy was
right about.

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I tried living with a city boy.

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Go on.

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Say it out loud. What else was your
daddy right about?

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Cowboys, Mama.

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How I should have married a cowboy.

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You almost did.

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I saw the look on your face when you saw
Johnny today.

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Give it up, Mama.

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There's nothing ever going to happen
between Johnny and me.

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Still. He doesn't even know I exist.

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He must have cried about a week when he
didn't ask you to the prom.

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I guess we like the wild ones, even
though they scare us to death.

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I can't imagine nothing scaring you,
honey.

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I wish you were right.

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Well, the lights are going on up and
down the

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street.

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And the crude evening air, so

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still and sweet.

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Just one, one more.

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If I get through the twilight

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Bye.

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Susan Fenton, I'll be damned.

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I'm sorry I didn't mean to spy.

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I just happened to be passing by.

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No need to apologize.

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So how you been?

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Good as can be expected, except for this
damn drought.

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She's pissed.

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She's jealous.

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No need explaining.

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The galaxy's a pretty gal like you, and
it's the same old story.

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Enough about me.

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Tell me, what have you been doing?

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Moved to Chicago after college.

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Work in advertising.

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Got married.

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Got divorced.

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Same old story.

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You look prettier than I remember, you
know that?

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The fact that you weren't always pretty.

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It's just that you've gotten prettier,
that's all.

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I saw you last night in the park. I'm
not watching.

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I should have said something or maybe
put the gal in the pickup, but knowing

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somebody was watching made it better for
me.

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Not that I like people watching.

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It's just that sometimes...

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Things get old in a small town.

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I miss seeing your daddy around.

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He was a good man.

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Liked your mom, too.

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Always have.

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What I said about, uh... We being
prettier than I remember?

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Prettier even than I remember.

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Bullshit.

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You never even knew you existed.

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All the cowboy wants to do is fuck you,
darling.

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What's wrong with that?

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Small town, honey. People talk.

81
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He's with a little cowgirl. Next night,
he's with you.

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Not too good for the old self -respect.

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Right, Susan?

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Fuck self -respect.

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Good enough.

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Always had a thing for the son of a
bitch, just admit it.

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If you will, I will.

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Sorry to startle you.

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I knocked when no one answered. I took
the liberty of letting myself in.

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It's a small town.

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Nobody ever locks their doors.

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How long have you been standing there?

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Just long enough to hear the last part
of your conversation.

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I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

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There's no need to cry.

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The question is, if I hadn't interrupted
you, what's happened if you would have

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won the argument?

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Where's your mama?

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Over city.

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What you're telling me is... We're alone
and we'll be for the next couple of

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hours.

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I parked my pickup down by the main
street so no one would know I was here.

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By nightfall, I'll be gone.

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what it is.

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I've dreamed about us being together
more than once.

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If you'd have ever looked out your
window in the middle of the night during

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school, you would have understood just
how much I thought about you.

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Your daddy caught me once or twice
driving by, but he never said a thing.

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He never looked at me.

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He never even said anything.

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Reason was, is I thought that you
probably didn't think I was good enough

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for you.

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You being who you were, smart, pretty,
and me just a cowboy.

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Knowing I'd always be just a cowboy.

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You were going off to college, had your
dreams.

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What I'm going to do is turn you around
now. That's okay.

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I'm going to open your rope just a
little bit.

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I don't know.

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Shh.

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What can it hurt catching up on
something maybe we both dreamed about?

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How many people get a second chance?

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And what if we pass it up this time?

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Then what?

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Please, not in front of the mirror.

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I can't stop.

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I don't want to stop.

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I love looking at you.

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Beautiful eyes.

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Your hair.

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Your skin.

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I've never had the courage to stand in
front of a man like this before.

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Please, don't close your eyes.

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I'll keep mine open, too.

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I want to memorize every inch of you.

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Hello, Johnny.

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Are you Mr. Benton?

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Good, Johnny. How are you?

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Hanging in there.

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Johnny was just driving by, so I invited
him in for a beer.

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As long as you're here, why don't you
stay for dinner?

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Would you like that?

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I reckon I would if it's okay with
Susan.

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Well, I reckon why not?

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You've got a lot of gossiping to catch
up on.

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You sure I can't help? No, no. It's all
prepared. You just sit down, and we'll

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bring it right out.

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I told Mama about it.

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I never could keep a secret.

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I hope you don't mind.

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I hope the news didn't upset you, ma
'am.

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I've always liked you, Johnny.

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You've got a wild streak. Everybody
knows that.

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But that's all right with me.

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Yes, ma 'am.

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Thank you, Lord, for this food and for
giving me a daughter who I could share

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life with and who brings me so much joy.

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And bless this young man who's graced
our table with his presence.

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Amen. Amen.

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If you don't mind me asking you, ma 'am,
how does someone become like you?

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My mama probably would have tweaked my
ears if I'd told her any of my secrets.

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Children grow up, Johnny.

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Even you.

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A mama has to accept that.

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Or she'll lose her baby.

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Acceptance. I think that's the lesson
Johnny and I learned.

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Acceptance of who we are and how we feel
about each other.

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Even if years have gone by and we've
both done our separate searchings, in

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end, we knew that some things were meant
to be.

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That takes us out of here, Stella.

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Thank you.

